I’m sick and feeling sorry for myself.
The kind of sick that hurts my whole body.
I’m tired to my core, my bones ache.
I don’t even want to be nursed to health, I want to be left alone for a moment.
It’s that time towards the end of the year where everything becomes too much. My mental health is drained, I’m physically exhausted. I need to reset.
I’ve babysat, I’ve been to Toowoomba twice in a 3 weeks, I’ve had my beautiful mother stay, I’ve babysat again, I’ve been to Noosa for a long weekend. None of these are bad things, they just happened all at once. I’m spent.
The working week is over and I’m soaking in a hot bath, looking forward to going to sleep very soon.
I would really like to not be sick.